butterfly kisses

is there any other way to start your day/month rather than watching this and cry?

pagkapasok ko sa office nag pm sakin ka office mate ko with this link and says wag ako iiyak (and here’s for the link)

haha! ang lakas lang maka sakto kasi kakapost ko lang birthday ng papa diba? soo yeah, naguumiyak ako kanina while watching this, plus I love lyrics of the song :'( :'( :'(

so much for that, ayoko nagemote, feel free to watch the video yourself :)

HAPPY OCTOBER!

happy 62nd birthday papa

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11:59pm

to my ever dearest papa, happy happy birthday to you po :)

lemme make a post just before your special day ends, well actually it wasn’t your special day coz you are not celebrating this day anymore.. (April 9) na birthday mo diba po?

hmm anu ba ? last 2012 pinaghanda kita remember? 60th mo yun ehh, I cooked spaghetti and bought a cake for you diba nga?:D

I miss you pa, though we didn’t have that much memories together but still, I miss you.

I don’t even recall that picture of us together, pero it’s one of my favorite shot, nangungusap sa mga mata natin (well actually mata ko lang pala kasi naka shades ka hahah) pero yung smile?
it was so perfect, so genuine. (pero totoo ang gusto ko lang sabihin talaga napaka cute ko kasi dyan) hahahaha!

ayun nga, there were so many “sana”s sa buhay ko, pero yeah, I just have to trust Him that whatever happened, happens for a reason, and He never fails to provide and to take care of me/us naman more than any father can do.

five more months and I’ll be turning 25 na, and will be walking down the aisle soon (that’s a joke of course) hahahaha! wala lang, ay pa! dyan na pala si lola haha, so kamusta naman po ? masaya ba o ibalik yan dito? hahaha kidding.

kwentuhan po ulit tayo sometime ..
I love you.

so long, lola.

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(photo was taken 2yrs ago)

September 19, 2014 lola passed away.

nasa office kami ni ate nung tumawag si mama para sabihing wala na si lola, sakto bagyuhan din (Mario).

anung naramdamam ko? actually ako sumagot ng tawag tapos nung sinabi ni mama pinasa ko lang ung phone kay ate kasi nagulat ako.

hindi ako umiyak. hindi pa ako umiiyak. nangilid ang luha – YES.
ewan ko, siguro dahil wala pa kami sa Laguna kaya hindi pa ganun ang emosyon?

upon doing this post nasabi ko wala na kami lola, yeah–I know she was never the affectionate-spoiler-kind of lola that every movie has, but somehow malungkot padin pala na wala na akong tatawagin na lola. wala ng babanggitin na lola.
(shaks! nalungkot naman ako bigla)

ewan ko. hindi kami naging ganun kalapit na magkakapatid kay lola, siguro dahil hindi kami lumaki sa kanya unlike sa mga pinsan ko, pero 2yrs old naman nandyan na ako ahh? or dahil hindi lang talaga kami paborito?
pero kahit na madaming tampo, hangups and everything — matanda naman na din si lola para paghanapan pa.

She’s 95years old I believe, (96 na pala) and can barely recognize people, nag ha-hallucinate narin sya at napapagod na din yung physical body nya and yearning to die.

ewan ko di ko na din ma compose ng ayos gusto kong sabihin. I don’t wanna sound so negative about this post basta naalala ko niregaluhan nya ako once ng pink na hello kitty bag graduation ko ng elementary, at nung mga bata pa kami kasama namin sya mamasko sa mga lola at mga tita sa del rosario side ;)

masipag yan makipag lamay/libing basta may nalaman na patay kahit dina nya kaya gusto parin nyang pumunta .. at naglalakad sya ng malayo :)

mamimiss ko lalo mga laftrip moments mo kapag nakakatawa yung mga pagsusungit mo, paghihingi ka ng pagkain kahit kakakain palang hahah!
I’ll miss you somehow.
thank you lola.
rest in God’s hand.

I scream ice cream!

nakipag meet ako kay ate sa Robinsons Galleria, maaga kasi ako nag out then mag gym daw sya ..
so habang nag wwork-out sya, nagikot ikot lang ako sa mall and nung napagod I’d decided to eat ice cream at Coldstone Creamery :)

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pangarap ko lang nung una tikman ang ice cream sa Coldstone and finally natupad kanina hahah!
ang astig kasi ng way of serving nila, parang nag bbartending lang, then like sa Gelatissimo na una kong experience nagpapatikim din sila ng ice cream :D

I’ve tasted cheesecake, vanilla and oreo chocolate (masarap, eh nag sundae hot fudge na ako nun lunch/merienda ko)and this one wins : Salted Caramel and I topped it with roasted almonds

masarap. infairview. I liked it’s consistency, thick and kinda chewy.
—-
I slept through my lunch time kaya nag lunch/merienda ako ng mga 2pm; McDonald’s Cheeseburger, fries and sundae hot fudge.

then I had free breakfast treat from BIA

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that’s it for today :)

ang pangarap kong dotcom

dahil sa post ko kagabi naging impulsive ako sa pagbili ng domain!

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kita mo ba yan ?? binili ko na ang gayleemae.com na domain. akala ko naman ganung lang un, may hosting chuva pa pala at mapping ng worpress blog mo kung gusto mo sya ma redirect sa .com..

so paguwi bumili na ulit ako ng mapping

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redirected na nga sya sa .com
pag ina access mo tong blog ko which was originally as https://geylii.wordpress.com mareredirect sya at mapapalitan ang nasa address bar as http://www.gayleemae.com
ngunit wala pa syang laman! whahahaha

kaloka. ayon nang aabala pa ako ibang bloggers para mag patulong kasi baka sayang ang bayad hahaha

mornyt na :*

100 days before Ho Ho Ho ! 🎄⛄

(paulit ulit kong hinanap ang emoticon ni Santa Clause ngunit bigo ako, why is that?)

sabi nila 100 DAYS before Christmas nalang daw, di ko sure, wala akong countdown atska alam mo naman last year nag download pa ako ng app para lang tama countdown ko hahaha

so I’ll try my very best na makapag post everyday till Christmas :D
di na nga updated diary ko -.- pinagka abalahan pa naman namin uminom ng limang 3 frappe at 2 iced juice nun para makumpleto ang stickers at ma avail ang free SB planner.

well, speaking of that so mauuso na naman pala ang mga planner, mag SB planner ba ako ulit? orr iba naman ? or ung ipang pplaner ko ipunin ko nalang para makabili ng domain ar maging .com na ako?
— OO nga noh! un nalang kaya Christmas gift ko sa sarili ko, since tamad narin naman ako mag sulat by hand .. at lagi namang phone hawak ko
mkakasave pa ako ng mother earth by saving trees hahahaha!

makahanap pala ng domains :D

so that’s is for now. CIAO! 😗

what i want –

- EAT. a lot.
i never had a buffet experience. ever.
ahaha! weird noh? i love to eat, pero yan ung di ko pa nararanasan ahaha

- AMUSEMENT PARK.
@#$% ! namiss ko ang Enchanted Kingdom at hanggang ngayon pangarap parin para sa akin ang Star City ahaha!
i’ve been there several times before but i never experience riding on any of their rides pa

- TRAVEL.
as in super long day riding on a bus or whatsoever means of transportation ..
im pertaining on the journey itself and not the destination ha?
basta yung nakasakay kalang. thinking.

- SUSHI.
weird for me na gusto ko maging paborito ang sushi but i never tasted any sushi. ever. ahaha!
hanggang Maki palang ako -.-
kaya nga im super dying over the lunch buffet promo ng Genji M pero di nila sinasagot tawag ko 2 days naaaaaaaaa! @#$%&!!!!

- GOOD LAUGH.
fun fun lang, chill mode.
di ko pa naranasan mag COMEDY BAR. ahaha!
by doing this, ang dami ko pa palang hindi nagagawa/nararanasan? ahaha

- BEACH / FALLS.
yes. gusto kong mag beach, mag falls, mag trek or whatsoever.
basta may tubig. please -.-
para kasing plinano sa tubig yung usapan kasama mga kaibigan ko eh, gusto ko pa namang mag langoy. magpaitim. humiga sa sand.

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- BE ME.
simply me ;)

and yes! i know she's a keeper <3

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